medium size bump

  • I’m second best and I still settle for less. My smile is forced and I can’t tell which is worse.
  • Looking outward for a show of colour through the blandness of the day.
  • All for no return it’s such a bummer there is nothing you can say
  • what you want, your validity’s defunct. My wordy mess complicates your deference.
  • Looking outward for a misplaced thumbs up. Congratulation on its way.
  • Well here you are all messed and fucked up, there is nothing you can say
  • Bow down before you now, a faceless scene somehow
  • Like four tunes in the rain, all pissy and the same
  • But you never lie, and I wonder why, I can see it in your eyes
  • The old same mistake that you never make I regret the hate
  • That makes me forget I can let you go. I should have known
  • I’m down with what you own
  • I’m down with what you own
  • I’m down with what you own
  • I’m down and you’re alone


chocolate cunt

if you’ve seen all you know, you’re in the cold all on your own, and if you’ve been all you could, your point is moot i’m gonna shoot,                                    you’ll never let me down, i’ll sleep without a sound,                                                                                                                                                                                                If you’re stoned with ‘nowt to do, make a brew, stay fucking cool, and if you’re smacked out of your mind, take your time, some cyanide,                           you annoy me to the bone, I spit upon your soul,                                                                                                                                                                                                  even if everyone thought, the answer lay with god, there wouldn’t be so much dissension, but a minimum of thought,                                                              you annoy me to the bone,  I spit upon your soul

cold

I want to eat something that’s made by someone else,  I eat alone.  The smell of rain On a sunbaked street,  It’s all I know.                                                 When you’re cold, you’re really cold.  How could you ever be so low? You’re so cool, you’re an absolute.                                                                                           I’m reaching for every day I’m here now.  Won’t watch you fall down in my way, I’m fucked now.                                                                                                              I want to eat something that’s made by someone else That I don’t know.  I can’t explain what I want or need I’ll stay at home .                                          When you’re cold, you’re really cold.  How could you ever be so low?  You’re so cool, you’re an absolute.                                                                                          I’m reaching for every day I’m here now.  Won’t watch you fall down in my way, I’m fucked now.                                                                                                        I’m standing forward all the time . Tomorrows when I help you here and now.                                                                                                                                          I’m reaching for every day I’m here now.  Won’t watch you fall down in my way, I’m fucked now

desensitised

She wants me, remember? I don’t know, I can’t see now.  I wonder how.                                                                                                                                                    The basement, where me met. I went and smoked up all the grass. She kicks you in the ass.                                                                                                               You wonder how, you always ends up home. She was a friend now she’s once removed. The season builds your hopeless ups and downs I want to feel placenta bound.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            This isn’t where I want to be.  And though I’m scared I still won’t believe.  I know its hard this time But I still feel alright.                                                            I’m grateful, I’m hateful, I’m stupid, and confused at all this and that. I’m selfless, I’m helpless, I’m repressed, I’m getting mad Just ‘cause I’m sad.              It seems that now, you’ll never ever know,  I have a hunch, but I think too slow. My nature yields, and forces compromise,  I kind of feel desensitised.  This isn’t where I want to be And though I’m scared I still won’t believe I know its hard this time,  But I still feel alright



Fingerflip

Kicked 4 x 2’s in the sand, would it ever be the same again? Someone always wants to throw your stone. I cannot grieve I have no soul.                       Feeling like. I don’t want to. Recognise. I don’t want to. Tonight. I don’t want to.Yeah right.                                                                                                                                              One healthy fuck is hard to find. Negotiate to cauterise your mind. And I don’t wanna kiss your face. After the fact, all I feel is hate. Feeling like. I don’t want to. Recognise. I don’t want to. Tonight. I don’t want to.Yeah right.                                                                                                                                                                                         I've been eviscerated, a stone cold effort to be here with you. I’d rather participate alone.                                                                                                                  Feeling like. I don’t want to. Recognise. I don’t want to. Tonight. I don’t want to.Yeah right.


 

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